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| 08:50am 27/10/2004 |
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Recap past few days. Bought shiny clothes, went to Salem, got handcuffs. Went to work. Got some new books ("The Wig My Father Wore" is awesome) got help in math, got drunk. Found out I'm better at mediating problems when I am drunk. Hoorah. It's Damon's fault anyway. He wouldn't let me say no again. With any luck, I shouldn't be drinking again. Go me; debate team pictures today. |
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| 11:38pm 01/10/2004 |
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mood:  morose
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I've been lacking in talent/skill/creativity in my art. It's got me down, and the fact that DeviantART makes me think EVERYONE is better than me doesn't help. *sigh* Been on a down lately. Not much faith in my talent, skill, future, anything. Boo. The mall was fun today. But yeah. Jacob is a MASTER thief. Bad little kid. |
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| 03:20pm 29/09/2004 |
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What a great day! *Sarcasm* This has NOT been my week. First, Kim starts stuff, and I have to threaten her (I'm very peaceful, usually). Then, I get to DROWN in pool today. Got dizzy, hyad to get dragged to the shallow end by Garrett and Melinda. I laughed it off, but they looked kinda tweaked about it and well, that was one of the most scary experiences of my life. *Shudders* Gah. I'm gonna go draw unbderwater pics now. |
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| 07:57pm 27/09/2004 |
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mood:  crushed
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So, as I sit here wondering how to unbury myself from the tiny mess I've created, it hits me: I've done this all in an elaborate method of self-sabotage. (Well, Damon told me but whatever.) I'm sorry to everyone for my bitching about it, but being annoyed by my current misery is not gonna help. No, I don't like myself, and I've been quite succesful at ruining almost all my previous relationships. And apparently, evident by Garrett's reaction to my bitching, I've succeeded once again, in ruining myself. All I was looking for was someone to make me feel less guilty that I could be this selfish. Instead, I got my own insecurities thrown in my face. And yes, stop trying to get around it, most of my friends have been very cold lately and I don't know why. Maybe I just wish you would have reacted more strongly when I said you could leave. No, I never meant to be the insufferable bitch I've been. Either way, I'll probably always love you guys. Even if, in the end, no one returns it.
(Damon is staring at me now and it's unsettling.) |
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| 04:28pm 27/09/2004 |
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mood:  bitchy
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And it is was alright, because I thought I knew who everybody was just by looking at them. My heart is anywhere but here and how tired I was from the past couple of weeks, from the past couple of years, well it hit me all at once. On a balcony overlooking nothing, with snow falling all around, I called just to say good night. And you hadn't done anything wrong, really, it's me not you. I Can't believe how naive I was to think things could ever be so simple. And can you live with what you know about yourself, when you're all alone, behind closed doors, the things we never said but we always knew were right there. It's got me on my knees in a bathroom, praying to a god that I don't even believe in, "Dear Jesus.. are you listening?" If this is the one chance that really matters, don't let me fuck this up. If you had told me about all this when I was fifteen, I never would have believed it.
-Against Me!
Well gahdamn. Noone wants to hear my teenage angsty shit, but fuck. i'm going anyway, cuz it's my journal, and you don't have to read it if you don't want. I realize when I get older all this bulshit is gonna look stupid, but let me rail in peace for awhile, k?
So, once again, I've proven I can't keep any friends. Once again, I get a good year in, look up, and realize once again, I'm all alone. Of course, I've gotten use to it by now. There's only so long you can go on without adapting to the circumstances; apparently, I am unable to keep any real friends. Even people who I was quite close with before up and leave. More important things, you know. Girlfriend. Boyfriend. Drugs, in one case. Sex, in another. Once again, I'm left biting back some more curse words when they break it to me, that I'll never quite MEAN anything to them. DAmned if it don't hurt like a sonafabitch when you look at someone you thought really was your friend, then sit back and realize, they certainly don't ACT like a friend, do they? But, what the fuck. I'm not dead yet. And it's true, my heart IS anywhere but here, cause I'm fucking sick and tired of "friends" only keeping me around in their spare time. Hurray, I'm a pet project? BUT WHAT THE FUCK. I'll get over it, and then there'll be a big party. Yay for me. |
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| 07:45pm 20/09/2004 |
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mood:  crazy
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To lighten up that there last post-
Garrett [7:26 PM]: hi
Auto response from PiratingDRay [7:26 PM]: Ugh, you people and your demands! Look, I'm not here to fulfill your every freakin whim, alright? Write a song about me! Send Trogdor to my house! Put on a purple thing and dace around! Well I've had it!
PiratingDRay [7:27 PM]: hey
Garrett [7:28 PM]: sup
PiratingDRay [7:28 PM]: nuuffin. where the hell are you guys after school anyway?
PiratingDRay [7:28 PM]: and uh...where's my car...?
Garrett [7:28 PM]: 1. around
Garrett [7:28 PM]: 2. u dont have a car
PiratingDRay [7:30 PM]: 1. but WHERE? i'de really like to see you peoples but you're never there >__< of course. if you just want me to fuck off and die, say so.
2. No, I meant the van.
3. Your mother is the speed limit.
Garrett [7:30 PM]: there was no 3
Garrett [7:30 PM]: O.o
PiratingDRay [7:31 PM]: it's still true. NOW. Rebuke my replies please?
Garrett [7:31 PM]: 1. depends, we wander.
Garrett [7:31 PM]: 2. i have no clue where the van is
Garrett [7:31 PM]: and 3. steve did ur mom
PiratingDRay [7:32 PM]: 1. Well you should TELL ME so i can TALK TO YOU >__:O and didnt say a word 2 monica
Garrett [7:35 PM]: 2. dont it? lol
Garrett [7:35 PM]: 3. moura's crazy
Garrett [7:35 PM]: O.o
Garrett [7:36 PM]: 4. and i frikkin frikking frikkin hate the sibbie..
PiratingDRay [7:36 PM]: 1. no, i said your name but i meant monica. Kiernan wasn't being a dick for once
PiratingDRay [7:36 PM]: 2. Damn, it feels so empty. >:-(
PiratingDRay [7:36 PM]: 3. Uhm, yeah. I SAID THIS WOULD HAPPEN
PiratingDRay [7:37 PM]: 4. You got Dangeresque. Who dis is?
PiratingDRay [7:37 PM]: oh an 1. ____:O
PiratingDRay [7:43 PM]: 2. Wait..what?
PiratingDRay [7:43 PM]: 4. Lost my place
PiratingDRay [7:46 PM]: 5. Answer?
Garrett [7:46 PM]: 1. NOW
Garrett [7:47 PM]: 2. i d k!
Garrett [7:47 PM]: 3. wut was 3?
Garrett [7:47 PM]: 4. killing you guy!!!!!!
Garrett [7:47 PM]: 5. replied
PiratingDRay [7:47 PM]: 1. FINE! Wait..what?
PiratingDRay [7:47 PM]: 2. Guess two's dead again.
PiratingDRay [7:48 PM]: 3. MOURA. STEVE. Schedule CHange. TRUE?
PiratingDRay [7:48 PM]: 4. Bananananna!
PiratingDRay [7:48 PM]: 5. Ok.
Garrett [7:48 PM]: 1. i win:-)
Garrett [7:48 PM]: 2. 2's been dead longer then steve's mom's been a whore
Garrett [7:49 PM]: 3. we'll look into it
PiratingDRay [7:49 PM]: 1. Whatever.
Garrett [7:49 PM]: look!
PiratingDRay [7:49 PM]: 2. Damn. long time.
Garrett [7:49 PM]: connect
PiratingDRay [7:49 PM]: 3. okay
Garrett [7:49 PM]: click yes!
Me and Garret have the best of times! >:3 |
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| 11:05pm 19/09/2004 |
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mood:  frustrated
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Okay so, in preoaration for de hopeful FLOOD of comments, and a strong cup of tea, I am here to voice a request:
Over the years it has come to my attention that a popular pet store in the Dartmouth, MA mall has abused animals.
Reportedly, from mall workers and an Ex-worker from the store, there is a whole room in the off-limits upper levels that houses sick and injured puppies, or puppies that didn't sell. They are kept, according to the woman who worked there,
in small crates in the dark. They receive no medical attention, no excercise. The woman who told me this had tried to get them help. They fired her for it. She managed to rescue one puppy. It died shortly after. Also, many other smaller animals seem to be in a state of poor health. Reportedly, they HAVE been dragged through the ASPCA, but manged to escape legal action. I want to do something, but without proof, I have little chance. I'm going to the library this week to study Mass. animal rights laws. If anyone could give me any advice on how to begin, it would be much appreciated. Uh, I might update this later and fix things I got wrong, or add stuff I forgot.! |
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| School's In For Autumn |
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| 07:47pm 09/09/2004 |
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Schooool's Out ForEVER!Yeah I wish. Anyway, yeah, first day back at good ol' New Bedford High. I'M A SOPHOMORE WOO! *boogienights* So eyah, I got Astronomy class and...HISTORY OF POP MUSIC! Yeah, odd. O__o Astronomy KICKS. ARSE. yesh. And Computer Concepts is prettah cool yo. So yeah. Hooray-a for me! A da Cheat! STINY! GET ME A DANISH! |
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| 01:46am 03/09/2004 |
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FaIIenphoenix: um so wats up
PiratingDRay: ICH LIEBE DU TODO
BloodyPirate5: not much
BloodyPirate5: umm...D-Ray's having one of her moments, dont be alarmed
PiratingDRay: MEIN KAMPF! SCHNELL!
PiratingDRay: DA DRINNEN! SCHNELL SCHNELL!
PiratingDRay: *spaz*
BloodyPirate5: ok...maybe a little alarmed |
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| 04:51pm 02/09/2004 |
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THERE IS A XENOMORPH CHEWING THROUGH MY EAR. The pain.... |
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| 06:17pm 01/09/2004 |
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In your last hour stand-
You'll notice, the one that you had loved in dreams is here among the others-
Chase it's you I want! But if I can't have her,
Then why should I spend any more time in a world that's going to end pretty soon?
I need you now, more than I ever did-
I'll hand myself over for you.
this comlink's lost its frequency and I feel that we're coming home short,
here take me instead; I'd rather not see her off alone....
I see a picture in my head for this...and a story too. O__o Hopefully when I try to illustrate it it will come out better than my last attempt...*grumblegrumble* |
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| 10:07pm 27/08/2004 |
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Take the quiz: "What High School Stereotype Are You?"
Punk
Punk ass kid. You love loud music and beer. You go to shows and have lots of friends who are just like you.
Everything excepth the beer. Straight Edge for me! Also, my friends are not quite like me but I love em. |
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| 09:57pm 27/08/2004 |
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Copied from mt DA!
Okay so, first real update in a while. I'm sorry to everyone on my DevArt watch list, if I haven't been commenting on your recent deviations, but it's because I don't get the messages for deviations anymore. I just stopped gettting the new deviations on my watch list, comments too, although I'm not sure, can anyone tell me why? I MISS SEEING ZEE ARTWORKS! Anyway, today was great. Went to Mike's, saw Holly, and then we went DUMPSTER DIVING! Didn't find anything though. Kat prank called a bunch of pizza shops and even a couple porn stores for kicks and giggles. She even did her Ms. Swan impression! I sang on the street corners with Stevie too. Then we sat around the tiki torches with Mike's guitar and made up emo songs about the day myn scarf flew away and the time a girl spilled gravy on me. Fun. |
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| 10:15pm 25/08/2004 |
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VoidNiceDaemon [10:10 PM]: I think I've seen a Veggie Tales one too, but I cracked up when I saw it! XD
PiratingDRay [10:11 PM]: O___O nonononnonononononono VEGETABL E SEX?!
PiratingDRay [10:11 PM]: Ohman wish I could see that
PiratingDRay [10:11 PM]: Isn't..isn't that supposed to be a religious cartoon or something? O_o
VoidNiceDaemon [10:12 PM]: Hahaha, itsso great, cuz they are supposed to be all christian and stuff, then I see a picture of this vegetable ORGY! ROFL! XD
PiratingDRay [10:12 PM]: ROFL!!!
VoidNiceDaemon [10:13 PM]: It was hilarious! I hope noone got off to it, I think it was just joke-porn. But oh gawd it was funny
PiratingDRay [10:14 PM]: lmao there's gonna be a vegetable-fetishist gang out there someday
PiratingDRay [10:14 PM]::P
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| 09:20pm 22/08/2004 |
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AND EVERYPNE'S INVITED! Mike's party is on Friday and OMG I MISSED HIM SO MUCH! I met Void recently. Void is zee spiff, yush. Hug him. VIVA LA NEKKID! Baby Cannon..BOOM! Anywho, I have an auction for two paintings this Saturday. If you live near me, (New Bedford) You should come buy one. Art Over Industry project is going slow cuz I have been tired and uninspired. I'm a naughty girl. Spank me. I'M THE POPE!!!11 Who knew? A bisexual female pope. O_O Done. |
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| 12:59am 17/08/2004 |
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YAY I went to the beach today. Garrett still owes me a Frappe. o_O. Roight. So. Layla and Boston. AND MIKE OMG MIKE IS COMING TO TOOOOWN. And, gutars too. ARTS OH YES ARTS. Sex! Bwahahaha. I get to go to the mall friday and Maybe I will invade teh Garrett's howse. O_o |
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| 12:35am 15/08/2004 |
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Mmhmm well. FRIED CHICKEN YEEHAW. No, I'm a vegetarian. Well, I surprised the hell outta myself. And I'm REALLY surprised. okay, so. Hot Topic, new pursey thing. REALLY hot guy with Fo-Hawk at the counter. REAALLLY hot guy. And I....complimented him on his hair! THAT'S RIGHT FOLKS. I TALKED to a guy I liked! :bows: And a pretty girl smiled at me. I TALKED TO HIM! I said, I love your hair! ANd he smiled and said thanks and started discussing how he got it. *MELT*. OMFG OMFG.. Yeah I'm proud of myself. And I got a Harry Potter bag! ^_^ GARRETT PLEASE READ THIS. |
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| 11:52pm 31/07/2004 |
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ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Desiree Leger
Age:: 15
Height:: 5'1" IM SMALL.
Natural hair colour:: Dark brown
Eye colour:: hazel
Number of siblings:: 1
Glasses/contacts?:: Yup. COntacts BURRN.
Piercings:: ears, nose in the future?
Tattoos:: Maybe someday. Harcore beeatch.
Braces?:: Nope
FAVOURITE
Colour:: Black, limey green
Band:: Blink182, SOTY, Yellowcard, The Used, Sum41, Evanescence, AFI, Midtown, FSF, NFG, AntiFlag, David Bowie, Against Me!, The Birthday Massacre, Bright Eyes, MANY more
Song:: Right now, Dance Magic Dance by David Bowie
Stuffed animal:: Gary the Snail, Kipper the seal
Video game:: BloodRayne
TV show:: SNL
Movie:: Butterfly Effect, Donnie Darko, Clockwork Orange, Gothika
Book:: The Outcast of Redwall
Food:: Tofu!! And Soymilk.
Game on a cell phone:: Pressing Buttons Randomly
CD cover:: Three Days Grace, Comeback Kid (Turn It Around)
Flower:: Nightshade
Scent:: Mango
Animal:: BATS. and Wolfs.
Comic book:: Mek, and Hellsing.
Cereal:: Me Lucky Charms
Website:: MY Da BEAATCH
Cartoon:: Pokemon, Family Guy
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: Learning Guitarra and BITCH I PLAY THE MICROPHONE
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: Almost never
Like to sing?:: Yeah...even if I suxx0rz
Have a job?:: Yep.
Have a cell phone?:: Not anymore
Like to play sports?:: NEEEVAR
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: You like hurting me, huh? *Sniffles*
Have a crush on someone?::....mooohawk.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: Noope.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: HAHAHAHAH no.
Have any special talents/skills?:: ...give me 50 bucks and you'll find out. Art, maybe.
Excercise daily?:: No I'm a fatass yeea.
Like school?:: sometimes
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: Only when drunk
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: When my toenail's not ripping off..
Speak any other languages?:: Potygeez.
Go a day without food?:: Yeah
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Been there done that
Read music, not just tabs?:: Yeah
Roll your tongue?:: The fuck??
Eat a whole pizza?:: Yeah Im a FAT KID
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: Wish someone would give me a reason too
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Hahah yes I am a manipulative BITCH
Gotten lost in your city?:: Yes... stuffu.
Seen a shooting star?:: Loadsd of times...never did shit for me tho
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Does P-Town count?
Had a serious surgery?:: Once
Stolen something important to someone else?:: More times than I can count
Solved a rubiks cube?:: Only by burning it
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Nope
Cried over a girl?:: Yes. Both ways.
Cried over a boy?:: Yes, both ways.
Kissed a random stranger?:: HAHA YES!
Hugged a random stranger?:: All the time
Been in a fist fight?:: Yep
Been arrested?:: Haha not yet, pretty durn close
Done drugs?:: Prescription count?
Had alcohol?:: Yeah
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Haha yea
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: I STILL DO!
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: Nope
Swore at your parents?:: To their faces even
Been to warped tour?:: ....Hoooope...
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: Many times
Been in love?:: *QUivery sad sigh*
Been close to love?:: *quivery-er sadder sigh*
Been to a casino?:: Not yet
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: NO!!
Broken a bone?:: Not yet, amazingly
Gotten stitches?:: Yep
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: Haha oh jesus yea
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: Hahaha Yea!
Made homemade muffins?:: BLUEBERRY too BITCH
Bitten someone?:: Hell yea
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: *Sadface* nope.
More than 5 times?:: nope
Been to niagra falls?:: Damn you Canada
Burped in someones face?:: Yeah
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Sadly
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: Today
Went to the bathroom:: I dont keep track, you sick fuck
Saw a movie in theaters:: Tonight
Read a book:: Today
Had a snow day:: Stop prying into my life bieatch
Had a party:: *sigh*
Had a slumber party:: *Sigh*
Made fun of someone:: Today
Tripped in front of someone:: Today
Went to the grocery store:: I lose track
Got sick:: Last week
Cursed:: about..two seconds
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: FRUIT BIZNATCH
Black/white:: Blaack
Lights on/lights off:: Off..shexay
TV/movie:: Movie
Car/truck:: TRUCK
Body spray/lotion:: MOTION Lotion baybee
Cash/check:: Loads of cash
Pillows/blankets:: Pillows cuz they are soft and fullfyy and MAGICAL GODDAMNIT
Headache/stomach ache:: headache
Paint/charcoal:: Charcoal
Chinese food/mexican food:: Ah loove dee Mexicans
Summer/winter:: Winter
Snow/rain:: Snow
Fog/misty:: Fog
Rock/rap:: ROCK BITCH
Meat/vegetarian:: VEGETARIAN!!!
Boy/girl:: Boy
Chocolate/vanilla:: Swirl. Yeah I break da rules.
Sprinkles/icing:: ICING.
Cake/pie:: OMFG STFU OMG PIE
French toast/french fries:: GODDAMN the french.
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawbewwies
Ocean/swimming pool:: OCEAN
Hugs/kisses:: Kisses
Cookies/muffins:: Muffins cuz they are soft and fluffy and FUCKING MAGICAL!
p33n/bewbz:: p33n all the way
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: EMO. OMG gunna go cry *cries*
Pink/purple:: Purple
Cat/dog:: Cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Long cuz then I use em like ninja nunchuks BITCH
Pants/shorts:: Neither
Winter break/spring break:: Winter
Spring/autumn:: AUTUMN ALL THE WAY
Clouds/clear sky:: Clouds
Moon/mars:: Moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: .....
What are their names?:: People. David Bowie. Garrett Monica. yeah
Do you have a best friend?:: Moncia and Garrett, even if Im not theirs
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: *sigh*
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: Guy
Have you ever lost a friend?:: *Sniffles*
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: Yea
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: OMG David Bowie in my coffee!
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Yeh
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: Money. Sex. Whatever they need, I got it.
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Stopped me from killing myslef/ slicing myself.
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: A lot
What friend have you known the longest?:: Uh uh uhm *flails*
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Uhm...
If so, what is it?:: Uhm...
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: whenever they want me around
Do any of your friends drive?:: Soon hopefully
Has a friend of yours ever died?::....*sigh*
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: STeal a traffic cone
What do you think your friends think of you?:: OMFG KILL THAT BITCH. and that im funy.
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: *Quivery sad sigh*
If you have, with who?:: .....people. Amy Lee.
Are you single?:: Unfortunately.
Are you in a relationship?:: I THOUGH I ASMWERED THAT FUCKTARD
If so, for how long?:: 0 months
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: No. Love is a cold bitter illusion meant to make me sad. *Cries*
What is your idea of the best date?:: Actually having a fucking date
What was your first kiss like?:: *Cries* Why must you ask hurtful things?!
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: Never
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: YES. GOD YES AND AUGH MY WRIST
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: Being friends...?
If you are single, have you had anyboyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Nope. *Bursts into tears*
Have you ever been dumped?:: Nope.
Have you ever dumped someone?:: Nope.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: *INtense crying*
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: Forks
Hat:: OMG
Hard:: PENERS
Free:: Everything
Space:: TESTICLES FROM OUTER SPACe.
Taste:: Nicotene
Good charlotte:: Fucknuts.
Red:: The BAD color O_O
Deep:: Shit
Heart:: Black
Cord:: -eroy
Cheese:: BUCKSHITKEKKIDFROG
Rain:: David Bowie
Work:: Like a midget
Pedal:: Pushers
Head:: Suck
Bed:: Sticky O_O
Fluff:: My fish
Hardcore:: SEX
Race:: Ferk
Knife:: ....
Jump:: into your mom
I....
am:: A fucking loser
want:: to get out of my house
need:: to be pretty *sadface*
crave:: caffeiene!
love:: my wrist. and monica. and garrett
hate:: Mario
did:: everything wrong
feel:: Filthy
miss:: being missed
am annoyed by:: my wrist
would rather:: fuck your mom
am tired of:: typing, goddamn you
will always:: be alone. *sadface* Suck at art
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: Punk/ rock anything
What time is it now?:: Time to suck a goat bitch
What day is it? :: I dunno
Whens the last time you called someone?:: an hour or so ago
How much money do you have right now?:: 3 bucks
Are you hungry?:: Nope
Whatcha doin?:: YOUR MOM, fucker
Do you like parades?:: No
Do you like the moon?:: We Like Da Moon But not as much as A SPOON
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: Cherish it like a child
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: Haha YES!
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: To change into any animal
Have you ever had a picnic?:: No...
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: AHAHAHAHA Yeah
What about sock em boppers?:: AHAHAH YEAH!
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: Nope
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: On occasion
pretty?:: AHAHAH NO.
sarcastic?:: Oh hell yes. *sarcasm*
lazy?:: ALL the farkin time
hyper?:: Most of the time
friendly?:: Not really
evil?:: Mostly
smart?:: Never
strong?:: not in any way
talented?:: Not really
dorky?:: Kinda
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: Bouche
skip:: Angie
dance:: Magic Dance. David Bowie
lonely:: Me all the time
pen:: Monica
flower:: Leeah
window:: Johnny Depp
psycho:: alyshakins :)
brain freeze:: Chisolm
orange:: Penis
sassy:: Youngblood?
jelly:: Garrett
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: for myself
love:: against
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: RISE AGAINST FUCKAS
war:: against definetly
canada:: OH HELL YES FOR!
united states:: Against
rock music:: for all the way
gay marriage:: FOR!!!
school:: eh, for at times against at times
surveys::Sadly. I'm so sad..so nvery sad
parents:: against
cars:: for
killing:: AGAINSt
britney spears::OH HELL AGAINST
coffee:: for for for!
pants:: against allllllllllllllllll the way what kind of ppl wear pants anyway
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: Yeah
Play strip poker?:: Maybe if i werent so ugly
Run away?:: Yeah..
Curse at a teacher?:: pshh DOne that. Catholic school too
Not take a shower for a week?:: Nah
Ask someone out?:: No *quivers* Id liek to
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: SOmetimes
Go scuba diving?:: sure
Write a book?:: Yea
Become a rockstar?:: hell yaeah!!!
Have casual sex?:: Mayyyybe... nah jus playin dawg
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: Nothing that animal tests
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: I would if I could
What kind of computer do you have?:: Dell fucka
What grade are you in?:: 10th, if i passs summah school *Worries*
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: Anything i can throw really
Or just make out?:: *Sad quivery sigh*
How many posters do you have in your room?:: a couple
How many cds do you have?:: MNAY
What time is it now?:: Time to Chek the sausage! |
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GODDAMNIT I'm not unique. Everyone commercualizes the things I liek and I am not unique anymore. FUCK. WHat do you have to do to be original these days?! |
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| 11:28pm 12/07/2004 |
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WAIT WAIT WAIT> You need to know: I still suck. |
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